Sunday, September 21, 2008

i was convinced.. CONVINCED that i was gonna put on, or at least stay the same this week, as i have been the BIGGEST chocolate monster in the world. I just can't get enough of that chocolately goodness. I stuffed myself last night, and although i ended up eating saved points, i just feel so dissappointed in myself. And i feel so bloated and yuk! (serves me right hey??)
Anywho, they scales played games with my mind first show 104.9 (which was a .9kg gain!!!) but i alwasy weigh at least twice to check, and the second time it said 103. SO then i weighed about 6 more times just to check!! I was shocked, surpised and so very excited!! A 1kg loss in my 4th week - amazing!!

Still no deliberate exercise this week, but i really am hoping to improve that.. i'm trying to rally some my friends together and at least walk a couple of times a week. Once we all finish uni for this sem (end of oct by the way - SOO excited) it will be heaps easier to organize times and stuff.

My life is about to get crazy busy for the next few weeks, and i am goining to HAVE to get organised if i wanna continue to lose weight.Firstly its the last 3 weeks on uni, when all teh assignments are due, and we start panicing about exams and extra assessments. ERGHH It is NOT something i am looking forward too, but am hoping that i can at least scrape through.
Secondly... I work causal at the COmmunity Mental Health Services, and usually only get 1 shift a fortnight. Well i must be flavour of the month coz i have 10 8 hour days in the next 3 weeks!! I'm gonna be stuffed, becasue i am still keeping my regular shifts at coles as well.
Oh, and last, by not least, the local show that i play in the band for, is on in October. Its called STrzelecki SHowtime, its a scout guide show that i've been involved in for years, but only last year joined the band instead of being on stage. I love it, but its hard work. (i ahven't even learnt all the songs yet) and apart from that its gonna be hard to hangout with these guys and lose weight. We have a tradition of going to La Porchettas after every show for dinner - FATTY FATTY PIZZA! and they drink... A LOT! I hope i am strong enough to realise that i don't have to... or at least save up points so i can!!! (lol)

Thanks for dropping by, and sharing my journey with me, Much Love, Heidi xx

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